Blog vomit…

Feeling the need to dump my mind publicly..

  • I love working on the net. A lot. But I’d like to learn how to finish my work within 8 hours a day.
  • I have the music bug something fierce right now.
  • I argue all day long with myself as to why I shouldn’t bother with music.
  • I made a website for Heather. Nothing fancy, but through simplistic design, it rocks. Will launch soon.
  • I tend to question everything. Heather often thinks I’m questioning God but that’s not the case, I’m question MY BELIEFS about God.
  • Through the aforementioned questioning, I am more convinced than ever that God is not only Holy, he’s cool.
  • Back on the music…do I play what I want or do I give my existing fanbase what they want?
  • I’m stoked to co-host the Integrity Music Podcast with my wife.
  • I love to hear from others things like “wow, you’ve been dropping weight”. But the bad news is, I just got down to my “fat weight” 2 years ago. Maybe in a few months I’ll view it as an accomplishment.
  • Most of my life, I played what is now known as ‘classic rock’. The struggle is I don’t really care for ‘classic rock’ on a creative level anymore. But I know God gifted me in that arena.
  • All critics of your art, your life, your business, your church, etc. need to be aware of something: ‘Breaking my legs ain’t gonna’ make YOU walk better!
  • Visiting my hometown this past week stirred up some old, hard to explain, frustrating feelings.
  • However, visiting my hometown to spend some time with relatives I wish I was closer to was a pure joy! Especially when they are as talented as Dan is.
  • I’ve never learned how to be content. This works against me often.
  • I’m afraid that this blog will discourage someone. But the fact is; I will feel better dumping this and posting publicly.
  • I love to play music and close my eyes and worship.
  • I like Slash’s new record.
  • I love Guardian. But I hate trying to get all of us on the same page and schedule. I think we all do.
  • Seeing my kids make me feel worth a d**n on days when I really think I’m not.
  • I still don’t understand why Heather puts up with me some days.
  • Friends can pour out love and encouragement to me all day long but I still tend to internalize “the negative”.
  • I feel better already…thanks!